We were on the highway again, working our magic
with thumbs and cars. About 20 minutes in, a van stopped up ahead. As we ran
up, the man got out to rearrange some things in his trunk, he waved at us to
take our time. He worked (or at least volunteered) for the Montana Wilderness
Coalition, I was surprised that such a thing even existed. He was looking for
ATV damage along the CDT. He'd had trouble figuring out just where the CDT was
located though. "I'm gonna have to order some of those yellow guidebooks.", he
said. "A damn enviramenalist..." as many of the locals called them. He lived in
Wyoming. Most of the rides we got in Montana weren't from Montanans, they were
from travellers just passing through. The rides from Montanans were usually in
the back of a pickup that started moving before we could sit down, and took off
the second our feet hit the dirt again. I often wondered, if they were in such
a rush, why'd they even stop for us? Too quickly, we arrived back at the trail.
I was ready to start walking, but wanted more conversation... Mario and I were
already running low on new topics.The trail started out quite nice - new tread
that switch-backed through a forest of old trees and giant round granite
boulders. We passed a series of crystal clear streams pouring from deep inside
the mountain, their soft trickle sang, "drink me". Magic. I was home again. As
we rose, the mosquitoes multiplied. At first, they were enough to make stopping
intolerable, then enough to make walking the same. With every 5 steps, I caught
one sinking its plunger into the flesh of my left shoulder, whack! another took
its place. I was spending all my energy to battle an undefeatable foe. For the
first time on the trip, I resorted to chemicals - DEET - better than drugs.
Relief was instant, the buggers couldn't see me anymore. The DEET usually
lasted around 45 minutes, then got diluted by sweat and dirt. It was long
enough though, we rounded the top of the hill, headed through a wetland, and
hit a road. The bugs were tolerable again. The road took us above Delmoe Lake. ATVs had
carved smooth, rolling double-tracks in every possible direction through the
forest undergrowth. We tried following some of them, hoping they'd take us down
to the lake. The tracks went in circles though. The ATVs didn't take anybody
anywhere, just gave them a cheap thrill of, "look at me! Wheeee!". $2000
joy-ride machines... who'd like one? We cut cross-country, aiming for the lake.
Delmoe Lake was a reservoir, the water was down a good 10 feet or so, leaving a
stale ring of bleached earth around its perimeter. Rotting dead fish lapped at
the shore - put out of their misery. I climbed up some rocks, headed for the
dam, when a big white dog saw me and switched on - all teeth and voice,
growling, hair standing on the back, tail straight out. "He's a nice dog", I
heard from behind some rocks. I clutched my pepper spray, subconsciously hoping
the dog did something stupid. I really wanted to try the stuff out. "He's a
nice dog", the guy repeated, smiling, "Come on boy, it's OK". Dogs don't like
people with backpacks, poles, sunglasses, beards and hats. I saw myself in a
mirror once, and understood why - I looked not quite human.We headed around the lake to a car-campground,
tired, slept.
The next morning, we walked Delmoe Lake road all
the way to another highway. The road had been slightly re-routed from the
location on my map - made a little longer & gentler so people could get
40-foot RVs back to the lake. I hated Delmoe Lake road, its smooth boring
turns, its white gravel, its white trash living on the shoulder, the graffiti
on the boulders, turning to sand. Still, people came to the lake, the
swill-hole, the irresistible force of flat water, any water, drew them there
like flies to a cow's rear-end. We passed some old men at a picnic area,
unloading ATVs from a trailer. Another toxic puddle was nearby, just under
I-90... People were fishing in it. I pumped water from a nearby well, and then
joined Mario in a quick nap. The old men we'd seen zoomed past us. They wore
the blank look of addicts, plugged-in to the drug machine, farting, vibrating,
giving its fix to pale skinny legs and bloated bellies. We were slowly hiking
around the back side of Butte... too slowly.The forest service map showed a trail following
the divide through the forest south of Homestake Pass. None of our other
information mentioned it. As we suspected, the trail wasn't there, just some
map-makers practical joke, or mistake, or dream. We cut down below the highway,
heading for the suburban hills south of Butte. Our guidebooks suggested
following paved roads for the next 20+ miles, southwest, then northwest. We'd
had enough of that. Private property be damned, we were going straight through
the subdivisions. I thought of the caption on a Far Side comic: "Tonga and
Zuthu wander through the suburbs, plagued by kids, dogs and protective
mothers." We asked some kids on bikes where the roads went, as the roads
weren't on our maps. Like most of the people in the area, they didn't talk to
strangers, just mumbled and pointed. We followed the curving roads to a
dead-end, then found a dirt-bike path heading into the hills, going our way. We
followed it for a mile or so, past a clump of abandoned buildings built near
nothing, then to an abandoned railroad bed - "No Trespassing". The railroad bed
took us to another road, more "homes & land" land, these were bigger homes
on bigger plots of land. We stopped for a break in the shade in somebody's
backyard, out of sight, we hoped, out of water, almost. It was still hot. We
estimated our location on the map, and kept heading west to the end of the
road, barbed wire, no trespassing, no people, just quiet island homes in an
expanse of brown and green grass. The land was still there though, every place
was some place, and there was a beauty to it all. We spotted a tank of water
ahead - luck!!! Clean cold water was seeping out of the ground into a tub for
the cows and horses and trespassing hikers. A couple more barbed-wire fences
and we were back on public land... we figured, probably. We climbed a road (is
it that road?, studying the map) and camped in light forest among pine
needles and smooth decorative rocks.
I was pretty sure of our location. The road,
then more like a trail, took us a half mile west, then turned. We headed off
the path and into the forest, following a red compass needle and directions of
least resistance. Lucky for us, the forest there was easy to walk through,
there was plenty of space between the trees, no hidden cliffs, and occasional
views so we could make educated guesses about where we were. Was it Climax
Gulch? or the next one over? the one not on my map? We knew if we headed west
long enough, we'd hit another highway, then it'd be easy to pick-up the trail
again. We followed a drainage down, west. Water flowed, the forest was
peaceful, enchanting, nice. It was all smooth rounded boulders and a shaded
pine-needle carpet. I imagined it was what Butte once looked like, before
people had come to improve it. Why couldn't we all just live in hobbit-holes in
the woods? Oh, ya, telephone wires, automobiles, toilets, upholstery... all the
complicated things that made life easy, that's why.We crossed another barbed-wire fence, into
somebody's land, and came out to a ranch house. We could see the highway a
couple miles off, down a gravel road that cut through an open plain. A mile
down the road, a pickup towing a horse trailer pulled up. A man leaned out and
said hello. We had obviously trespassed through his land to get to that point,
but he didn't seem to mind. He wore a dull cowboy hat, faded shirt, faded
jeans, boots, and, believe it or not, spurs. That was right, honest-to-goodness
cowboy spurs. We explained what we were doing, and he offered us a ride to the
highway. We couldn't refuse it. Beside the fact that it was blazing hot and
shadeless, we'd had little contact with that "other" Montana, the one they
advertise, the one that's kind, helpful, gentle, smart and real. After our
short ride, we got out and said our thanks. "If the good Lord had intended us
to walk, he'da given us four legs.", the man said matter-of-factly. I showed
him my hiking poles, but he was only slightly amused. He actually understood
where we were going and, probably even why. "Make sure you go up Nichola Creek
when you get there.", he advised, looking off to the horizon, "It's my favorite
place in the world.". He smiled and shook his head, some memory sending him
into a temporary contemplative bliss. Then he drove off, horses bouncing
behind, headed toward Butte.We were standing right on the CDT. Amazing. Our
plan had worked better than we'd figured it would, we'd cut off a lot of boring
and traffic-laden roads. We still had to walk 3 more miles of hot, shadeless,
bright gravel. I generally walked about 15% faster than Mario, we rarely
attempted to walk together. It would have driven me nuts to be behind someone
constantly, I hoped I wasn't driving him nuts... I probably was though, oh
well. I took a lot of breaks, long breaks. I'd wait for him to catch up, then
wait another 15, 30, 45 minutes... However long it took until we telepathically
decided it was time to walk again. The road led us to a trailhead, where we took a
long break. Just below us flowed a little creek, the last water for another 17
miles. We'd already gone about 8 in the morning. The creek drained two dozen
square miles of range-land, and tasted like a cow's rectum... my filter didn't
filter-out stink. I went back down the water to wash my bandana, and half of a
dead fish floated by. I tried not to think about it too much.The trail rose into the hills, Butte was behind
us. Most of the trail was ATV trail, doubling as hiking tread. It actually made
for pleasant walking, very smooth. We didn't see any ATVs, that probably helped
make it a pleasant experience. The CDT was well-marked. Wooden signs pointed
the way at each intersection, it was nice to let the signs do the navigating
for a change. The trail rose higher into a forest of douglas firs. The big
trees seemed out of place here. They weren't nearly as big as their cousins on
the pacific northwest coast, but they were probably as old... at least those
that were left. We passed through great swaths of clear-cuts - straight lines
that partitioned the land. Oh, that's right, trees were money, money was
important, all important. I wished the big trees luck in avoiding the roads and
chainsaws and people, "It'll be all-right", I told them. Then I turned my head
so they wouldn't catch me lying. We caught some light rain and soft thunder - it
matched the temper of the forest perfectly. I learned a new Dutch word,
"Wulkin", which meant clouds, I think. I wanted to learn more, but it was too
easy to make Mario speak English. I figured I'd have to visit Holland someday
to really get the hang of it. I wasn't going to get very far telling everybody,
"Wulkin", and pointing at the sky. How would I communicate on a clear day? I'd
learned one other word, "Pausa" which meant "break". When Mario was really
tired, English was too much effort, it was time for a "Pausa".We hiked the 17 miles to Larkspur spring in
record time, and ate dinner protected from the steady light rain by big trees.
The sky cleared as evening came, and we made it to an open grassy hilltop. It
was places and moments like those that made the trip worth any price of time,
money or discomfort. The sunlight slowly faded, giving way to a calm, clear,
quiet night.
We made it down to another paved road by noon.
The Anaconda-Pintler wilderness was just ahead, bare rocky peaks were calling
for us. But, we'd made a decision to have a pit-stop in Anaconda first. The
road, hwy 274 (I'll never forget that number), was empty. One car drove past as
we were hiking up, it took a half-hour for another to pass, and it didn't stop
for us. 45 minutes, and another car, no luck. We started walking toward
Anaconda, it was 20 miles or so. After 3 miles, we got a ride in a pickup...
halfway... the people in the pickup had "something" to do in the mountains. 2
more miles of walking, and the same pickup came by again, we got a ride to the
"main" highway, only 2 more miles to Anaconda, and there were lots of cars. It
took only a couple minutes to flag down a ride, it came from a food distributor
with a wife who worked at a restaurant in Anaconda. We had lunch and decided to
spend the night - the sky was turning black with clouds. We'd heard rumors
there was another couple hiking the trail. The man in the blue suit had
mentioned them, the people in the restaurant had seen them. It took only a few
minutes to track them down. Like me, Sunshine and Seehawk, had hiked the
PCT in 1999. I'd never met them though, they hadn't been in a hurry to finish
that trail, and weren't in a hurry to finish the CDT. They'd started about a
week before us - undeterred by the late-season storm in Glacier. It was great
to talk about the CDT with someone new, someone who really understood, someone
who had the same questions and concerns..., "are you going through Mack's Inn,
or around the top???" etc, etc, etc... They were trying to avoid as many large
towns as possible, they'd skipped Butte. They didn't have a problem bringing
extra food, good food, if it meant less hitching. They were from Santa Cruz,
they swam in every lake, ate organic nuts and always packed a coca-cola to
go... they were the energizer bunny.By that time, I estimated that Kevin and Sharon
were a few days ahead and the man in the blue suit was just behind them. Drew
was somewhere in Montana... we hadn't seen him since the orange flags. John and
J.J. were somewhere behind us. That was our community, a little traveling town
of loners and couples scattered along a few hundred miles.Every fifth building in Anaconda was occupied,
the rest were either boarded-up or forgotten. Anaconda had been a boom-mining
town back in "the day". Now, there was just one small mine north of town,
barely worth a mention. The prosperous times had left gifts for Anaconda - they
had a 400ft-high pile of black tailings, and a monstrous smelter-stack just
outside of town. Then there was the movie theater. Everyone in Anaconda asked,
"Have you been to the movie theatre?". There was a sense of honest pride about
it. Everything else in town had gone bust, but the theater was forever. It was
decorated with tile mosaics and red carpet, lighted by chandeliers, built with
detail and thought. Movies were only $3, "Pearl Harbor" was playing. The town
may have been empty, but the theater was full.I sat in the doorway of the room that evening.
The largest bolt of lightning I'd ever seen electrified the hill just above
town, a sonic boom followed. I was happy to have a roof that
night.
Sunshine and Seehawk had arranged a ride to the
trailhead in the morning. An honestly excited woman (she cleaned the rooms at a
hotel) kept us talking all the way up the hill, she loved it in Anaconda.
"You're going up to where there's no trees... up there?" she said, looking out
the window, "I don't know if I'd like that so much". I tried to explain how it
was amazing, beautiful and free, but could barely put it into words, "you're up
there, with miniature plants, stark rocks, snow in July, looking over miles of
land, and you're a monarch..." She was excited for us all the same. Sunshine
and Seehawk were headed up the official CDT route, Mario and I had another
plan.The official route went through about 20 miles
of forest, gradually rising to meet the divide at Goat Flats. Mario and I
headed straight up into the mountains... well not "straight up", but over
crazier terrain anyway. We'd had enough of the tunnel. The morning had started out absolutely clear,
but by 10AM, storm clouds were forming to our south. By 10:30, the mountains to
the south were being pounded with a barrage of lightning. The rain didn't
concern us but the high voltage did. We were headed up a giant mound of rock
covered in little more than grass and sagebrush. We were as good as lightning
rods on top of the hill. The storm clouds were heading north, straight for us.
It looked like we'd have plenty of time, until we didn't. I looked back at
Mario, and saw a bolt of lightning strike a mile behind him, right where we'd
been 20 minutes prior. I raced down the hill, and aimed for a thin clump of
trees - they'd have to do. Mario caught up, and we sat there, crouching,
waiting, getting wet. The storms never lasted long though, and in 20 minutes it
was blue skies again. We figured we'd have a couple hours till the next wave.
We crested the hill and headed down a steep wooded mountainside. Well, it was
more than wooded, covered in thick underbrush that blocked, tugged and pulled.
I slipped on a loose rock and cut my leg, not bad, just skin. It was
frustrating, but the only way. Somebody owned the entire mountain valley, we
had no idea who. We owned it, at least it felt that way... what was the point
of owning something just for the sake of calling it your's? They weren't there,
they weren't seeing it. We were ghosts, what could they do about that? If a
hiker hiked through private land, and nobody saw him, was he trespassing? The
trick was in "not being seen" (should've paid attention in Monty Python
class...). The owners of the land had built a giant gravel road up the length
of the valley, thanks. The road was wide enough for a double semi to make a
U-turn. I wondered just what the hell were they doing up there? We tried to
keep our breaks to a minimum, we wanted to move as quickly and quietly as
possible, plus, the mountains were getting "cool" again, we... well, I had
energy. About halfway up, we saw a black bear with two cubs... They promptly
ran when they saw us.We got to a lake at the end of the road and
relaxed - fairly sure that we didn't have to worry about the 'trespassing
thing' anymore. Bare cliffs and rounded rocky mountaintops rose above us, storm
clouds were gathering. We had one more bit of open land to cover, and decided
to do it before more lightning came. We continued cross-country, past
progressively smaller trees, across slopes of budding grasses and flowers, and
even over a lingering snowbank. We reached the top of the ridge and surveyed
the other side. An old guidebook described the path ahead as
"the steepest part of the entire route". It was a believable review. We had to
lean over the edge to see exactly what we were dealing with. There was really
only one way down... straight down. Carefully, we picked our way down the
rocks, trying to remain close together so any rocks we set loose wouldn't have
time to gain dangerous momentum. We had to throw our hiking poles down as we
needed our hands to hold on to the rocks. Halfway down, I came upon a rock that
didn't appear to be steady, it was about the size of a coffee table. I gave it
a little test-step, and it slid off the cliff face, free-falling a good 50 feet
before it exploded into shards. The sound was like thunder, a dusty smell I
could only describe as "crushed rock" wafted upward. I admitted to myself... it
was pretty cool... especially in contrast to the environment, where little
changed quickly. At the base of the cliff, a millennium's worth of fallen rocks
lay in a steep heap, we scrambled down those and continued into the forest
below. The terrain below the cliff was gorgeous. Clear
mountain rivulets snaked through lush flowered meadows. In places the soil had
grown over the water, so that the streams disappeared and reappeared. They
seemed to come from all directions. The forest was old and balanced, all manner
of life grew on everything - fungus, lichens, moss... We headed off into the
woods, following our compasses, and peeking at the mountaintops to keep an
estimate of where we were. After a couple hours, we finally crossed a trail
that was marked on the map.We stopped for dinner at a lake, then followed a
rudimentary trail along the shore. The trail became less and less distinct,
then we realized... it wasn't a trail at all, some bozo had managed to get an
ATV up to the lake, and ripped a path through the lake-side plants. The tracks
led to a wetland, where apparently, the motorhead decided to back up. I picked
up a couple cigarette butts in the muck. Asshole. We got back on trail, through woods that an ATV
couldn't get through, not without a chainsaw anyway. The trail rose, back to
more lush meadows and clear water. The mosquitoes were getting progressively
worse. By the time I set up my tarp, I'd squished so many that I had a mosquito
paste on my hands. I had a love and respect for so many creatures, but it all
stopped at mosquitoes... I didn't even like reading or saying the word. I
absolutely hated them. They were so persistent and suicidal, so 100% instinct,
that they weren't even alive to me. I was jealous of Drew, he had figured out a
way to rip their little stingers off through mosquito mesh - great
entertainment - I wanted to torture them too, death was too easy for a
bloodsucking bug that just didn't care. I examined the hundred or so
mosquitoes, clinging to the mesh hanging from my tarp. A few of them always
managed to sneak in during the night.
The morning continued where the evening had left
off - more mosquitoes and unexplored land. We came to a lake which was also the
dead-end of a road, an unloading point for people headed into the
Anaconda-Pintler. I saw something I hadn't seen since the Bob - people with
backpacks. I wanted to talk to them... kindred spirits, I thought. They were
wrapped-up in their own little adventure though, pulling all manner of nylon
and aluminum out of their car, too distracted to notice us. We headed up to
Storm Lake Pass.From the top of the pass, we had a view down the
valley we'd bypassed - where the official trail was routed. A short traverse
along a steep mountain slope, and we'd reached the CDT... and the divide
itself... again. We wandered over a plateau called Goat Flats, a rolling
expanse of short grass and flowers at 9200feet. Mountains poked-up from the
horizon all around. We were back! The doldrums of Montana were behind us. "you
could play soccer up here", Mario pointed at the plateau, using the American
word. We descended to a valley below. The trail through the Anaconda-Pintler was laid
out like most trail through rough terrain - a lot of up and down over passes.
As soon as we'd descended, we had to climb 1200 feet, back above the trees, to
a ridge that connected the divide to Rainbow Mountain. The day was a euphoric
one for me, a warm sun beat down, giant white puffy clouds floated and reformed
above us, we among tiny grasses and flowers and rocks covered in bright orange
lichen. There was also a special sense of accomplishment and relief. It was one
thing to be in that place, it was more to have come there by foot, from far
below, from far away... heart still pounding and head dizzy from straining the
thin air. It was a rocky mountain high.We saw more backpackers in the Anaconda-Pintler
than we'd seen the entire trip thus far. It had more to do with the time of
year than anything, summer was happening in the world below, it was still
spring up in the mountains. A train of horse-packers rode by as we filtered
some water, their hooves dug into the tread, packing it down and ripping it up
all at once. We were always "in the way" of the horses, somehow it was never
seen as the other way around... at least not by them. There was plenty of trail
and plenty of land though, no need to get pushy, at least they were out there.
I thought about how many people were watching Oprah right at that moment.
A little while later, we passed a group of lads,
about 14-17 years old, headed the opposite direction. The boy in front looked
up at me like a fairy tale prince, run away from home. "Are there lakes and
streams up ahead?", he asked, with an accent that came from England, circa
1885. I stood there baffled, I wanted to laugh, I wanted to take him by the
hand, point to the sky and say something profound. "Well, I don't know... if
you go far enough, I guess, but you'd have to go downhill through the
woods...". He'd picked the one valley in miles that did not have a lake... or
even a good fishing stream. They trotted past, fishing poles in hand. I had to
think, hadn't the kid looked at a map? What were they thinking? I hoped they'd
find something better than a stream, if they'd only go "up". We steadily rose to our next pass, Cutaway Pass.
Gigantic larches, the biggest I'd ever seen, dotted the bouldered landscape.
Larches seemed to do best in harsh environments, it was the only reason I could
figure why they were growing there. The largest of them reached their maximum
sizes and died, standing for decades, naked of bark. The wood was colored in
vertical stripes of gold and yellow, rust and white. It seemed that larches
reached the pinnacle of their majesty long after they'd died. I approached the
top of the pass and saw a familiar face, "Dude!"John was standing there, grinning, laughing, and
shaking his fuzzy head. I hadn't seen him since Lincoln. He was pumped. He'd
convinced J.J. to walk the actual divide from Goat Flats to Cutaway Pass. The
route had taken them over a series of steep rocky peaks. J.J. soon came around
a corner. He had a look of exhausted relief, shell-shock. He hadn't done
anything like that before, and didn't seem too sure that he'd actually made it.
The four of us traded notes from the last couple weeks as headed down from the
pass.We finally came to a flat area in thick forest.
We were small among the giant mossy trees - pillars of wood covered by layers
of soft ornamental decoration. Why did people even bother with art I wondered,
I was walking through the living Anaconda-Pintler gallery.
We passed Seehawk and Sunshine early the next
morning, the lake behind their tent was covered in morning mist - water
beginning its daily march skyward and back down again. The trail took us past
fields of beargrass - rounded tufts of coarse grass that supported a single
3-foot-high stalk which ended in a bulb of tiny white firework flowers.
Beargrass was common in all the high country of Montana, of all the northern
Rockies and Cascades... Still, most people had never even seen it. I thought,
what isolated lives these plants led, never once travelling down to the world
below. What wonderful lives.John's pack strap broke. We sewed it together, a
temporary, no permanent, no, temporary field repair. Things just didn't last.
They didn't heal. Entropy, bringing it all down. My shoelaces had broken a few
days earlier - I had expected it. My shoes would last another few hundred miles
I guessed, my shirt was getting thin, my shorts were ripped. But, my body grew
stronger every day. That was the difference between the living and the dead I
thought, where do the mountains lie? the earth? the sky? all the rest of
it?The four of us decided to take another alternate
route. It wasn't some crazy idea, just a way to avoid going down and up, a way
to stay among the beargrass and rocks a little longer. Thunderstorms rolled
past, south to north still. The clouds built up all morning, then all at once
broke like a giant squeezed sponge, the dark water falling in slow motion in
the distance, an occasional outburst of electricity thrown in for a little
pizazz. Clouds were strange, magical things I thought, we were lucky to have
them. I understood the rain-dance. As we continued south, another color took over -
black. The previous summer, an entire forest had burned. In places, the flames
had stopped at the divide, giving us a "before" picture to our left, and an
"after" to the right. In the heart of the burn though, the only thing that
survived were small sprouts of beargrass - their roots had been protected from
the heat, and were already sending up new growth - taking advantage of the
abundant sunlight filtering through the empty trees. We stopped for dinner at
an oasis of sorts, a spring oozed from below, supporting a small patch of fresh
green grass that grew like a freshly re-seeded suburban lawn. A mile later, we
made camp on an edge of the burn. The mosquitoes were thick again, and I took
pleasure in killing as many as possible. I clapped my hands together every
second for 10 minutes, killing 1 sometimes 2 with every clap. Usually, I was
able to keep the mosquito population in check by culling the numbers, but not
there. The forest was super-saturated with them. I gave up.
The next day, Mario and I drifted ahead. The
trail continued to follow the divide closely, following the burn. The heart of
the Anaconda-Pintler was behind us, our foray into the rugged peaks was too
brief. The rain started earlier than usual. The clouds sunk low, covering the
tops of the mountains, covering us. We walked through the thick fog. The tread
disappeared, and the "trail" became nothing more than a series of cairns -
piles of rock, about 3 feet high. It was 75 yards from cairn to cairn, but we
could only see about 50 yards. We continued straight, what we thought was
straight, past cairn after cairn, the next one always taking shape in the mist.
Then, nothing. Which way had we come from? Where had the trail turned? The
world was a small circle of sameness - scattered trees, piles of rock... is
that a cairn? nope, just some random rocks. We took our best guess and
zig-zagged in the general direction our compass said was correct. Another
cairn, it was a game of hide-and-go-seek. The cairns either ducked behind trees
or small hills, or disguised themselves as part of the terrain. We hit some
actual tread again - a nice solid line of dirt - and continued downhill, out of
the fog. It was time for a pausa at Shultz Saddle.The trail ahead followed a road. There was only
one road on my map, about a dozen on the ground (why the hell did they need so
many damn roads? Of course, money.). Naturally, we took the wrong one, then hit
an intersection and took another wrong one. Crap. Where the hell were we? All
the hills looked the same, the roads weren't on the map. It took a bit of
guessing and deduction, but after a mile sideways through the forest, we came
to what we figured was the "right" road. It was headed in the right direction
anyway. It was a long day, a lot of miles. I never did learn the Dutch word for
"stop", but I was sure Mario had mumbled it under his breath.
We only had about 6 miles to go the next
morning. Then, town. A day before a town, it dominated my thoughts, a day in a
town and I couldn't wait to leave. The CDT took a big detour to the north, a
loop through half-burned forest along the divide... or so we guessed. Instead,
we took a short-cut, down another trail. We took a break at a road crossing,
and watched an unlikely parade of vehicles. First, a minivan filled with Asians
from California. Then a pickup drove by: two older, well-dressed men from
Montana. Finally another older pickup from Washington passed with two younger
men, missing teeth. "Your friends went up ahead", I said, hoping I hadn't
stumbled into some backwoods mafia dumping ground. The dirty guy leaned out his
window, and nodded at me lustfully. We kept going. Later, I decided the parade
was looking for mushrooms. Morels were in season, rare, very tasty, so I was
told. Morels were money too. Mario said he saw one, "Looked like a brains", he
described. I never noticed one. We cruised the last few miles of roads to Lost
Trail Pass. A sign across the highway read "Welcome to Idaho" !!!!! A man sat
in an information booth across the road. Information on what? I wondered. There
was nothing there. He wasn't very talkative, didn't have much information.
Maybe I scared him? It was 60+ miles to Salmon, ID. We needed a miracle. I
scribbled the word "Salmon" in thick black letters on the back of one of my
maps. We took turns holding the sign. I waved at cars, smiled, bowed, grabbed
the rim of my hat. I only had 2 seconds to make a good impression. A bus rolled
by, "community transit". Hey! It didn't stop, I couldn't believe it! 2 hours
later, it was cold, windy, and getting ready to rain. A pickup stopped (Oregon
plates of course). "You need a ride to Salmon?", "Ya", "That's where we're
going". It was all the conversation I had with them. We sat in the back of the
pickup, watching mountains, forests, rivers... all of it rolled by too fast. We
were in Salmon. We'd covered the distance of a 2 day hike with a 1 hour
ride.We quickly boiled the town down to it's
elements: Grocery store, Laundromat, Hotel, Cafe, Post Office. We could make do
with just a post office if required. Whatever couldn't be mailed was a bonus
luxury. I took a shower and walked up to the laundromat. I sat there and read
the newspaper, lulled by the din of heavy machinery. I watched a little girl
get scolded by her trash-talking mother for doing nothing other than playing
& dreaming. "You quit that right now", Whap! on her bottom, the little girl
sulked and sobbed, she crawled into herself. The mother wore an expression of
permanent gloom. I wanted to tell the little girl to run to the woods, to read,
to live her dreams, to be curious and kind. She could be better than her
mother. I knew that by the time she'd be old enough to understand any of that,
none of it would matter, she was on a one-way dead-end road to a miserable
life. People were so sad. So pointless.
I spent the next morning wandering about town. A
bumper-sticker tacked to the wall of the cafe read, "Can't Log it, Can't mine
it, Can't graze it, Let it BURN!", with "burn" in proud fiery letters. I
actually agreed with the statement of facts, but the philosophy behind it was
irksome. It basically said, "the mountains are mountains of money", a message
of unabashed greed I saw drilled into everything and everyone, over and over
and over. What people were going to do with all that money, die with it? I
didn't understand.I stopped at the town's museum. I learned that
Salmon existed because of the Salmon river, because it was the place to cross
the river. People had gradually built Salmon into a place to trade, etc... I
walked over to the river. That was why the town is there? The more I thought
about it, not much had changed. We had gotten one of the last hotel rooms in
town. People now came to raft down the river rather than to cross it. It
sounded like fun.
I remembered the community transit bus that had
passed us. I tracked them down. It was only $7 for a ride back to the pass. The
bus left at 11:30AM - perfect. The bus driver was an old forest service
employee, Mario and I were the day's only passengers. It was socialist
economics. Finally, something in America made sense to Mario.The bus driver dropped us off right at the trail
and wished us luck.