The next day started slowly. Nothing ever
happened too fast when walking was the central activity. A few people drifted
out, no luck... they either had full cars, or made up excuses. We finally took
a ride with Tom and Andy, a couple of guys from the east coast. They'd walked
the AT 20 years ago, and had been ruined ever since. They had managed to string
together somewhat normal lives, but every year, it was a trip to the
mountains... somewhere... remembering. The 5 of us just about bottomed out the
car as we drove mile after mile of dirt roads through rolling sagebrush. We got
to a fork in the road where there were only cryptic markings on faded signs.
The signs pointed the way to things not on our map. Driving the road was almost
more confusing than hiking the trail. After a couple hours, we spotted traffic
in the distance - a highway. A few more minutes and we were in Farson, WY, a
town which few people's lives ever intersected. Farson was a crossroads and not
much more. They had a post office. We tried tracking down our package, which
had apparently travelled slower across Wyoming than we had on foot... or maybe
gotten lost or forgotten, who knew? Nobody knew. Farson's other attraction was
an ice cream parlor - the biggest scoops in Wyoming - there was even a line.
But, gracious helpings of ice cream couldn't keep us in Farson, we needed to
get out of the place. We stood by the side of the road and took turns holding a
sign, "Lander". An hour later, we climbed into the bed of a pickup
truck.
The truck raced across the desert highway as a
thunderstorm brewed all around. Black clouds picked out random points in the
sage, BLAMO! some poor bush met its end. We managed to stay one step ahead of
the rain, glad we weren't out there walking in it.
We were missing a 3-day section of the trail,
the end of the Winds. The Wind River Range ended abruptly, and gave way to the
great divide basin - the desert of southern Wyoming. The divide split around
the desert. In the center, water drained inward, into what would have been a
small inland sea... if it weren't so dry. The trail was routed just north of
center, across the basin. We knew what that meant - it would be hot, no water,
no shade. We'd prepared ourselves for it. Still, seeing all that emptiness so
suddenly, seeing something so vastly different than the area we'd been hiking
through just the day before, it was intimidating.
Our ride dropped us off in Lander, Wyoming,
where we split a room. A few beers, pizza, TV, hot tub... we indulged in some
of the finest amenities humankind has ever invented.
Lander was a nice sized town, big enough to have
everything we needed, but small enough that we weren't lost in it. We spent the
morning doing our usual errands - post office, groceries... John and I passed a
sign on a sidewalk, "exploding cheese bread", and of course, we had to stop. We
got a ride to the trail from the owner of the hotel, "you know", he stated
calmly, "I might just stay out there all afternoon... sit under a tree". I
could tell he was alive out in the desert, simply functional in town.
The trail started in South Pass City - right
through the center of town. South Pass city was built on trails; the Oregon
trail, the Mormon trail, the California trail, 8 in all I was told... they'd
all passed through there. The town had been re-constructed as an historical
monument to those times. There was a jail, an old store, a schoolhouse,
stables... We heard stories about how Butch Cassidy once threw nickels in the
dirt for fast little kids, "right over there", they pointed. We heard other
stories, about a local boarding house owner who'd poisoned her guests and
stolen their gold. She'd then fed the bodies to her pigs. Her nice gig didn't
last long though, the brother of one of her victims shot her while she sat in
jail.
South Pass City was still creating stories. They
were stories of spiritual awakenings, and of vortices powered by the wind and
sun. They were stories of love in the daytime and aliens at night... stories of
lives yet to be lived, told in a secret language, written in stones and read by
shamans. In the morning, we found ourselves walking through sagebrush and sand,
heading south. It was tomorrow, wasn't it? A shaggy white dog brushed the
desert ahead, leading us, trying to show us something. But it was something we
had to discover ourselves, and if we never did, well, then that was our fate.
The big dog got in his truck and stared back like a sullen old indian chief. He
drove off without a word or gesture. The line of normality was permanently
blurred. So what if I only remembered my dreams, what was the
difference?